Really having a roller coaster of emotions today. Feeling very anxious and sad right now.
H and I were having a conversation about "living off the grid," (we've been watching a few shows where they do that) pretty sure I couldn't, wouldn't want to, do it, at least not extreme. Anyway, he went to the garage to have a smoke and a little bit later I went out there. He had his phone in his hand and I could see that he had been using it but slipped it in his pocket.
I thought there hasn't been a lot of contact with ow but could very well be way off base. Anyway, he went to "read" in "his" room. I think I'm going to take D13 to the movie. Sigh
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since
