Ggrass - I had no idea you were from here! I wonder how many others out out there? Sorry to hear that it's been nearly a year for you. In some ways I find the teary times useful as it helps me know I'm not done here.
Little - those dreams are bizarro! Actually I think I did read a story here a while ago where the H did father a child with OW…but they STILL ended up reconciling. The human capacity for forgivenss is astounding sometimes.
H 37 Me 36 Together 15 years Married 5 years No kids BD Apr 2014 H moved out 2 Jun 2014