My last post was so full of hot air. I miss my H. I miss my life. The last few months hit me like a freight train.

It is the oddest thing. It is so hurtful. Nobody saw it coming and he left not just our marriage but his entire life. Friends too. We were all discarded for OW who is "his best friend" I love the man I married but this person now is not someone I recognize.

Just finished crying a bit and trying to wrap my head around it yet again. Sorry, guess this was delayed holiday emotion.

And the rollercoaster ride continues on...

M:25 years at BD w/ 2 daughters
BD: 5/14
Separated 6/14 - H moved cross country w/OW
D Final 9/17

“I can be changed by what happens to me. But I refuse to be reduced by it.”
― Maya Angelou