labug, I feel for you, I really do. I have gone through extensive therapy in the last 10 or so years. I had done that previously and thought I worked out most of it, but that was as a single person. The whole being in love thing blew me away, and I really trusted this guy on a level I never did before. I knew I was loved and cherished and safe, and that's when I got comfortable enough to "feel". I bet you know what I mean with that.
