I also think H thinks everything will just always be how it has always been except we won't be married. Well, he's in for a rude awakening.
Although, I will say, D was super upset that a bunch of people didn't come over tonight. I guess she didn't realize it was just going to be the three of us. She cried and was really sad about it. Last year we had 8 extra people. H took her to see his parents after dinner for a bit. When he came back he looked at me like I was some evil woman for keeping D from her grandparents on a national holiday. I wonder what he'll make my fault when it's not 'his year" to celebrate thanksgiving with her.
This holiday has made it so I'm around ah more and I feel like it's too much. I liked the distance we had and now we're back to seeing each other a lot and I don't like it.
