So it was kind of stupid. I impulsively grabbed her and hugged her today as she was walking past. She didn't really hug back, but smiled and gave me a kiss. Then when it lingered longer she looked down and looked sad. I just smiled at her and said : "I know." And walked away. I know I shouldn't have, but I just wanted the contact. It's strange how she seems sadder than I am at this point. She tells me "I don't know" in regards to what she wants. Perhaps it is guilt.
M-44 W-44 Sons- 11&14 Married- 18 Together- 27 Separation mentioned- 9-29-14 Still together, but not "together" "if you feel rotten and forgotten, remember there'll be better days."
