On the brink, need a miracle

[Onguard]

Thank you Train. I have many reasons to be thankful today and finding this community is one of them. I also know that I will be fine no matter what happens with my M. I'm sitting here with my 2 awesome kids, cooking, playing video games and watching football. My phone has been full of texts from my family and friends since early this morning.

I know that I gave an honest effort to save my M, even under circumstances where almost everyone has told me to do the opposite. My ww complaints centered around being neglected. I tried to show her positive changes but it was really hard to do. Now that I think more about it, time apart may improve our situation. It certainly cant get much worse. Trying to be super husband with a remorseless ww who did the things she did has proven to be impossible for me. She cut me very deep and i'm not willing to save my M at all costs. She needs to want it and be willing to work WITH me on starting over.

Happy Thanksgiving DBers!