I'm sorry, I don't mean to jump on you, especially today.
I know you are trying to help.
It's taken me a long time to gain enough confidence to understand that I, often, have perfectly good reasons for the actions I take.
Talking to my dad will set me up for more abuse from him and it won't mean anymore financial help. I'm afraid that bridge is now burned. Not that I wanted to ask again anyway.
I don't want to ruin anyone's holiday. I'm sorry for all of this today.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson