Matt that is really interesting. And kind of sad. But I guess it's right, like putting protectors up. I know mine are on high alert. Which is also sad bc I am a very trustworthy person by nature. Prob why my stuff got stolen from my purse the other day.

****disclaimer***** I am a fast typer. My laptop is on the fritz and does not always key letters well. Now I have to use my phone & it obviously shows how I ruSh. I'm not drunk or on drugs or anything, just type fast and don't fix my typos. Sorry!!

Shining- ah, my girl. Love you too and what would I do without you? I can't wait for you to drop a "bye Felicia". It's so stupid but I love it.

Ok guys. This is a difficult journey. I honestly don't know that xh will be up for it. I have never seen him give that much effort into any r. I've obviously got a lot of hurt and anger to deal with. And questions. It's not about that now, I know, but I am not good at biting my tongue. I have, it's bleeding, but I think the words must be coming out of my ears.


Aw.... Xh here.... Back later.

Happy thanksgiving