Thank you for your words, Young at Heart. She already started saying things like "You look good...I see that you are getting big". She even touched my chest and arms. She also said things like "I don't know if I have made a good decision by moving out of here...I have started to question my decisions lately...". Then she added "All of those hurtful things that I said to you I only said it out of anger, I didnt really mean it..." But then she brings back the same old story and start arguing and I just listen.
I had to move out from our old place because, since she left, I got stuck paying for a very expensive apartment. In fact, after paying all the bills, I had a cushion of $25 per month!! So I moved out to a cheaper apartment.
She is a great person, but I think I cannot understand how she felt about this whole situation. Maybe I failed to protect her heart from the circumstances. Maybe I am too immature for a lifetime commitment. I don't know yet. One thing is for sure; I love her with all of my heart.
