Hi Mighty, My D14 was reading something to me just tonight. It read that the human mind can only complely trust once. If the trust is broken, it will never be the same degree of trust again. So, you see, what you are feeling is normal. While you may learn to trust h sometime in the future, you may never be able to totally again. Definitely not without much time and work on his part. It's way too soon to expect that you won't have many feelings just like you described. Give yourself time, M. This is going to take time.
