Sorry that you've found yourself here. And I'm very sorry to hear about your girl going across the rainbow bridge. While I know that's a tough choice to make, I'm glad you were there for her.
You've gotten great advice from Wonka and 25.
I echo every single word of it.
Make sure to take care of yourself.
M:32,H 32 T:10, M5 BD/H Move Out: 9/2014 - extreme anger H Mental Illness Diagnosis: 4/15 Served D Papers: 10/15 Divorced: 11/15