still holding on - 5

[u-turn]

The key is to detach from all of the reminders of the negative and only focus on the positive.

I still have major troubles with this. I am still reminded of the problems by the music she plays, the times she disappears, and the lies she tells.

I should know to ignore these things but it is difficult. I try to stop all of these thoughts, but sometimes it is overwhelming.

I'm not exactly sure how this will ever work out. I know I have learned much about myself and relationships. I know I will be a better person in the end. But I do not know if I will get what I want.