There are days when i wonder if it's worth it. Will we reconcile? If we do will i ever trust her again. Of course i want to. I know I have along way to go.
She thinks she's being considerate by asking if it's ok that she leaves for the night to go see him. Asks me if I'm "cool" with it. How am I supposed to respond to that. Of course I'm not ok with it, but I can't tell her that.