Rhc, his refusal just made him more attractive because of the way in which he did it. Then the damn laywers letter showed me in not ready for the sort of r I feel I want with him. I did explain to him I need friends to agin a male perspective in my life. Not essentially a boy friend.
I didn't ask the accountant out, because truely I feel no attraction and I feel dishonest to lead him on. I'm finding middle ground tough on that score.
By last night I was flirting and being ok with customers, but I nearly passed out several times just being so damn tired. Didn't sleep much again, but the mind was working the rebuttle out, she will be a doosie.
As for your dress vanilla I love bright pretty colours. Can you add a link?
I would loooooooove this one. So many pretty 50's dresses.
Went back to my early goals and that helped me get back on track. Not that I shared them here, I'm unsure why I didn't.
When I was shattered and I could not speak, a goal was to greet every customer with hello and good bye.
The second goal was be witty and cute make em laugh, smile feel special and want to come back. This was modled on a work mate who left, she set a great example for me to aspire to.
Those I cannot speak to I make sure I wave and acknowledge, even if I cannot leave what I am doing to speak to them.
My gut feeling was these show caring loving spirt in a non threatening way.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
