Thanks Twin, I appreciate the mental hug. : ) I actually have BF and BIL that I'll be riding with along with S that are keeping me company on the ride but can't talk openly about the sitch. BF has been very "screw her" the whole time. I usually just let him get it out when he starts on a rant but don't think I can deal with it today. BIL is usually very understanding. My Sister, BIL's W, left him years ago and they were seperated for nearly 2 years before they R and he knows a lot of what this is like. Of course in his sitch there was no A but she did see other people while apart.
W still wants there to be some magic to make her want us again and anything else doesn't seem to be a good enough reason.
Looking forward to seeing some family on this trip but I also know it will be full of people I haven't seen since before BD that will have questions.
I hope you are well twin. How's the baby?
M: 43 W: 43 Married 6 yrs. T: 7 yrs. Son 20, 18, 17, 15 yrs. (w/ Autism), 12, 10
