Having a sad day today- not sure why. At least it's " functional" sad and not overwhelming. I think I'm going to do some Christmas shopping for decorations and the kids Advent calendar. Hoping that will help my mood.
Yeah Holidays are tough ... I was newly separated last year and it was horrible. This year I am in a better place, stronger ... but I was thinking today that Holidays as I knew them may forever be a memory and I may possibly never have them the same. But ya know what.... this was not our choice, its out of our hands and we can do 2 things ... let it ruin our celebration, or take it for what it is and make the best out of it.
