Moving forward either way...

[twinmom]

Oh I wish I could give you a hug! I wish I could tell you it will all work out and she will want to try. I don't understand the feeling "it" either but that is what my H was waiting around for too. He (still) keeps saying he doesn't want a divorce but he doesn't "feel it" with me.
Sorry to get off track..... do you have a brother/sister/mom/dad/best friend that can join you for this trip last minute? Make lots of stops and try and take your mind off of this by stopping at any little attractions along the way.