HP..regardless of the past mistakes we have both made..you still remained true to us. I haven't. I fell out of love with you a very long time ago. Instead of telling you the truth, instead of fighting. . I remained and became increasingly resentful of our lives...our lack of real passion, of shared interests...of a real and deep connection to building a family in a home of our own...our lack of any sustainable familial relationships and friendships..our lack of a spiritual life...
But despite this...we were able to be kind to each other. .have some very good times..give our boy a great life.
I am grateful to you for always working so hard for us. I wish things could be different. I am terribly sad about all of this.
In this very moment....I want you to know that you are one of the best people I have ever known. With all my heart I only want the best for you. I wish things were different.
This is a letter I could have written. All I would need to have done was replace your name with my H's. It is eerie how similar WAW's can describe their feelings.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
