Well that's it, my belongings are on their way, no turning back now. 3 weeks today I am on the plane
Feeling a little sad, but ok. I know it is the best thing for me to do, just some time out from all of this -
I don't know where this is all going, I still would like it to be a happy ending for h and me, but I am focusing more on me and what I want now which is a leap forwards.
Maybe this is what we both needed - time out; we got together young, had kids young and never really experienced being individuals. I still hope that this is what it is for him and he will realize that what he is looking for is what was in front of him the whole time ........and hopefully not too late, as the damage is being done.
