I see all this and can talk rationally about it. I just don't know what to do about it.
Did your C have any suggestions? I've got one for you.
Debbie Ford has a book called The Best Year of Your Life, which I highly recommend. You can begin any day you want--not just the first of the year. Why wait for the New Year to get started? Actually, I recommend a slew of her books. Spiritual Divorce rocked my world. So did the Secret of the Light Chaser. I've read almost all her stuff, and it's very worthwhile. I also highly recommend Cheryl Richardson and Marianne Williamson for the type of changes you want to make for yourself. They are both uplifting and wonderful.
Cheryl's big message is about self care and Marianne is the spiritual guru who puts it all in a thoughtful message.
What helped me is to define the me I wanted to become. I figured I would attract the right kind of people into my life when I got to the point where I felt good all on my own. But that's my way of doing things. It might not work for you.
I think I'm going to pull out this book tonight and start thinking about what I want for 2015 myself. So thanks for the reminder that I can start doing my homework now.
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."