I think it does matter bc he's the father of my children who need him... I've currently been trying to convince myself to remain invested emotionally in his coming back because my children deserve an intact family and they deserve for him to get out of his childish behavior.

He actually isn't spending a lot of money on his careless activities, aside from getting the speeding ticket. His roommate is a vet with PTSD and yay! The government is giving him very excessive
Prescriptions for free...so the drugs are free, the sex is free, the speeding ticket cost like $150, I think. I'm pregnant, so I can't divorce him...and i'll have to be convinced to file for divorce once I have this baby...because I meant it when I promised to stand by his side in good times & bad...


Me: 30
Him: 30
Daughter: 5
Son: 3
Daughter: 1
Started dating: 2008
Married: 2010
He moved out: late 7/14

Currently 180ing & LastResorting