I don't know what it is about avoidance. I fail to see how hard it is to say, "that hurt my feelings - could you not do it again?" But maybe that's something I need to work on.
I don't know if I did the right thing by telling H to face it or else he'll carry it on into future Rs. That's just my personality -- to the point. I see it. Everyone else sees it. You can't just avoid an issue that you have and think it'll be better with the next person. Especially when the issue has manifested with your parents. Your past employers. Your past relationships. Your wife. Maybe its too demanding. Maybe it was controlling. Maybe I just need to STFU. Lots of unknowns. Lots of maybes.
Trying to take care of myself. Getting sleep - finally. Trying to do things that make me happy. Trying to breathe.
Thank you for the welcome!
M:32,H 32 T:10, M5 BD/H Move Out: 9/2014 - extreme anger H Mental Illness Diagnosis: 4/15 Served D Papers: 10/15 Divorced: 11/15
