I do have hope but since I can only change myself, I have to separate my hope from a mutual hope and make it more singular. Once I actually figured out how to do that (through all my avid supporters, especially labug and uRworthy among about 20+ others), I felt an actual relief wash over me.
Oh do tell you you managed this! I am pretty detached these days but find there's a strong correlation between how I'm feeling on any given day and what I think will happen in the end. Feeling PMA = it will work out (hopeful); feeling NMA = it won't work out (hopeless). I will be ok without H. I know that for sure. But I just wish I could be PMA and not have that raise my expectations of how this will play out.
So how did you separate your hope from a mutual hope and make it more singular?
H 37 Me 36 Together 15 years Married 5 years No kids BD Apr 2014 H moved out 2 Jun 2014
