Ss... yeah, I was wondering if I could copyright my own threads?? My book is coming.
Wonka I will check it out. Thanks.
You know... I almost had a moment, guys. Didn't pull the trigger, but I was so close.
XH gave the due date (that, according to measurements, is accurate). Well... I counted back and xh was def with hww that week and time period. I read my texts from that time (I have them from the whole year.) It was my birthday. They were together. I didn't know about her, but the way things went down... ugh. Xh dropped a bill off the night of my birthday. I was upset and he kept pushing me and questioning me. He looked unhappy, but something was up. I just said that I was sad bc I spent my entire birthday wondering who my husband was with. He had the guiltiest look on his face. He didn't say a word.
That week was also the first and only temp check, if you will, I did, too. I was off that week, and had it planned. Early in the morning before he went to work, I texted xh and asked him to go to coffee. He said he didn't have enough time. I knew this wasn't true. And he would take the kids at that time, a couple of times, to breakfast. I did it early enough so he would be able to go. He was with her.
Damn it. I just don't think I can do this. Seeing those texts was so painful.
I composed a text to xh tonight stating that it is obviously his and xyz is why, and a "Good luck" at the end. I didn't send it bc I thought of Wonka's sirens! he is probably hearing it right now from hww, and I don't want to add to that as I know it is a lot to handle right now.
