The end is here? This morning my W called me. The only purpose was to see when I would prepare (I'm a lawyer) the final divorce agreement. I told her I was not ready for the divorce yet.
I asked her what was going on that we needed to get this done now (besides being separated for over 17 months, and having little contact together.) W explained she needed the D so that she could get on assistance, and just start her life over again. I understood. W started breaking down and crying.
There are financial issues that we still do not agree on. I offered to get a life insurance policy on my life for her and the kid's benefit. That was not good enough. I said let's think about this some more and talk tomorrow.
While I have been on the board, it was to stand for my marriage by working on me - and it's been a help. But I'm tired of the battle now. I think (again) it is time to see if we can agree on the financial issues, and if so, sign an agreement. There is no chance of reconciliation, and she gives me no signs of hope. I think I am ready to finish this up.
