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[BrightFuture]

Matt, thank you for the concern. It is too bad that your wife would snick into the house to take stuff. I’m pretty sure that H would not do it though.

Update. H replied to my e-mail yesterday telling me that he would be at the house around 10 am. There was no other questions, like if I would be home, or if I would leave his mail in a designated place. I thought that he was just going to come in the house, since he has a key.

And I was right. I stayed home this morning, working remotely. I also had to make a phone call and discuss my other work that I picked up on the side. So, it was perfect timing. I was on the phone when I heard the knock on the door and almost immediately the key inserted into the lock. Then I’ve heard H saying “hello, is anybody home”, while walking in the door. He saw I was on the phone and went directly into the kitchen where I had his mail ready on the table.

I cannot believe this guy. Does he still think that he can just walk in the house at any time, using his key? I didn’t tell him he could not, but he didn’t ask. He just assumed that he can do it and I would not mind. It just leads to some analysis here. He is still under impression that everything is the way he left it. I would not be surprised if he drives his car back in a week and asks me if he can park it in my driveway.

When I got off the phone, he was ready to leave. I gave him his shoes that I found in the closet. Then he asked me if I wanted to come out and say hi to our mutual friend (who arrived back from his country) and another guy from the vacation home who was driving (he came to the city for the football game and was leaving today, so it worked out perfectly for H and our friend to get a ride back to the vacation home.) So, I came out for a min. I asked my friend if he received the flowers I sent for his Mom’s wake, and he told me that they were beautiful. H looked at us and said “I pitched in” and we all laughed. I thought it was a weird comment.

So, H looked the same, not better, not worse. I was in my office clothes, looking cute. I didn’t notice if H was looking me over. I think he didn’t. It seems like he wanted to get out of here. Well, people were waiting for him, but still… I wonder if he set this up in this way, so he would not have to stay longer or have a conversation. I have a feeling that he is afraid of any conversation with me at this time and trying to avoid me. Maybe he is afraid that I would bring a D subject, LOL. I think that he feels uncomfortable around me, which is strange, because after all this time he should not care, right.

I felt fine though. Pretty relaxed. Seeing him didn’t bother me as much this time. I’m going as usual with my day.