Ummmm.. Yeah, AJ. Like, c'mon. Are you kidding me?! I just can't.... Even..... Blah.....
Bright! I guess I hadn't thought of it like that. Her taking his phone. She is the most clueless, self-absorbed, unaccountable person around.
Thanks for the advice. I need to heed that, for sure. Maintain composure. Regroup and keep it together.
I was thinking how these changes are slightly disrupting my focus. I need to stay out of their mess. It's theirs. I need to stay in my lane and keep focus on the kids.
Both kids have asked me this week if I'd get back w xh. Seperatly they've inquired. Just a few min ago, d13 asked if we could have thanksgiving together. Ugh. (The 4 of us had a nice one on thanksgiving every year since we celebrate on there wkend w my fam).
I said that I didn't plan on cooking it this year bc of my surgery. (I was just going to do something simple for the 3 of us & make it special).
She said I know, but we can do it Sunday or something. Oh boy.
It's so sad. We were so tight. This is hard.
Even xh told s17 yesterday that he looks at pics everyday at all our happy memories. He said that we used to do so much together and have fun together all the time. There is no denying it if even he is admitting it. This stinks & I don't want to look like the bad guy. Grrrrrr
