"I'm so scared that I have lost the love of my life forever."
So why haven't you changed? I mean even your mother has noticed that is your personality but you refuse to change. Why? Too much pride? Too much ego? too much hubris?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.