Thought we were happy...Until!! I need advice!

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While I'm slowly making progress...by which I mean having more than a few seconds of thought free from my H and our situation. I'm still missing him like crazy with no signs of him even caring about me one smidgen! I still just don't get it?

We did meet for a parenting meeting where he tried to make a ridiculous settlement offer, and said If I didn't accept it they would fight me! They meaning his wealthy parents and him against me. I wish I could just settle but the offer he was making would prevent me from adequately providing a decent place to live for our son and myself! He thinks he can just throw some ridiculous amount of money at me and I should take it and just get out of his life!

How is it fair that he wanted all this and I'm the one having to make all the sacrifices? I've lost my family, my husband, the dreams we had of our future together, a friend, our house and all the memories to be of our family?