3 months after BD, the roller coaster ride hurts

[devotee]

I love all your suggestions, thank you!
Ggrass, my husband is similar. He either binge drinks for 3 days or he doesn't drink at all. It's been over a week since he's drank and he says he quit again but not sure if I believe him.

We had a few good days and were intimate two nights in a row. I think we both just needed that, and things went back to roommate status after it. He still sleeps on the couch, I'm in the bedroom. Kind of awkward long TV watching day today. Still no R talk. I had a good Friday night at coffee with a friend, and had s blast djing last night. There's one guy who is really into me and we flirt a little. I don't let it go any further but it's a nice distraction from home life hell and it's also good to feel attractive and interesting to someone. I'm djing again tonight... Hope I can remain positive.