We are starting our own traditions this year...in our new house! Which we love.
The kids are almost settled into their new rooms. Each got to buy a new bedspread and few new things to make it their own. I hoped it would help with the transition.
I do plan to live a life well lived. I am just having a few hard days and wanted to reconnect with you 25years...
I was a great wife and mom...I did all I could to provide and healthy happy home while he worked his long hours to provide for us. I wasn't perfect but I sure learned a lot about myself the last time he left cause I did the work on myself. I will be fine. So will my kids....honestly, I would rather be alone than have to second guess someones faithfulness and honesty. So, here I am. I have just been hit this second time and I feel like I have taken another blow to the heart. But it will heal.
I would NEVER want my kids to think it was their fault. I KNOW it was nothing to do with them and I remind them of that.
My daughter knows it is more peaceful here , no chaos they see that. My other son and has severe special needs and is just very confused about everything.
I saw H today ...I went to the house to get a few things didn't think he was there.
Of course, after talking some he starts crying and then said I never wanted a D. So I asked why didn't you fight for us? I never got an answer. So as hes crying I am packing and he finally says in anger.."you f'ing moved out and left me-now you get what you wanted"
I did tell him "no you rarely came home and I deserved a faithful and honest husband"
