Stuck On You

[Raine]

Hi Guys! I hope everyone is doing well and that you all have an amazing Thanksgiving.

Quick update....

Life is perfect. Perfect with all it's imperfections that make it so fresh and real and just great to be. I'm happy, H is happy, the family is all doing well. H and I spend a lot of time together and enjoy sharing in each others interests. Our marriage is better than ever. As time goes on, it surprises me that nothing has stopped. Nothing has plateaued. Everything just keeps getting better and better. The romance, the private moments, the intimate bond and security that comes from being with someone who knows me so completely and knows things about me no one else does, and I him. Sex is beyond amazing. Sorry. I had to say it.

Everything has just fallen into place in every aspect of our lives. There have been some really great things happening career wise and recognition wise. It's so great to be part of a team and that H and I are both behind the other one, cheering each other one and happy for each other. It's wonderful to have my best friend sharing it all with me. We are making some bold moves and it is great to be the age we are, yet able to do it and really have it all.

I feel bad that I don't update like I wanted to and thought I would. It feels like this part of my life that is connected here is so distant and unfamiliar that it's no longer a part of me. I don't think about it, don't talk about it. It is just something that I've accepted and am free to move on from.

This process is an amazing gift. It is the most difficult thing I have ever been through and I have no desire to seek out anything that could top it. But I would do it all over again to become the person I am now, in the marriage that I have now, married to the person H is now.

This is the greatest gift you could ever give yourself, no matter the marital outcome. Don't quit. Push yourself to keep going. You are worth it!