It's tough, I remember coming here in the early days and reding your stuff, and so much is similar.
Don't be tough on you it's been a long road. I want to date, I do not want mr I'm a crazee freak to control me or my life. He said I will always be alone, I'm so revolting.
I will not allow him to prophesies like that in my life. You can do it too, your further down this road than me.
Just meet people. Get out there amongst it, take the dog walking, take the kids walking anything.
Mind you s16 is home today sick again, hungover more like! Meh... I've got plans that may or may not work out for the next few weeks.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
