Ok. Having some coffee. Grabbed my head and I'm screwing her back on. Yesterday was a bit of a whirlwind in terms of emotions.
D12 has really been struggling and is glued to me. I gave her what I had yesterday. Today, I'm giving some to me. At four, we are going to a different church that has more teens than the first church we tried. More homeschoolers and more teens.
The news back home about my friend with breast cancer has really thrown me. Selfishly, I know she will be ok. This lady is one of the toughest, most faithful people I know. And, I'm not really worried about me...it's more about D12. I'm it. It scared me because...with all this stress, I worry...what if something happens to me?
I'm sure, part of it, is the grief and depression and pressure that goes with all that's going on.
That little girl musta really thought Smokey would rise to the occasion before we reached this point. I'm snuggling her today. She needs lots of love right now.
He is very controlling and manipulative isn't he? I haven't texted.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
