Shaking it off is my primary MO these days. Doing everything I can to keep up the PMA. Continuing the 180s, navigating the murky world that is both detaching and trying to rekindle her interest. Trying to keep my energy on the kids.

It has been a roller coaster, but I'm still here. I'm not sure where this will end, but I will be happy some day...no matter what happens. I am strong.

At some point, I'm hoping she decides to come to the table.


Me: 34 W:33
T: 10 M: 6
S: 6 D: 5
BD: 5/14
Still together(ish)
Not giving up: 7/14
D talk has slowed, a lot.
Gradually working on things together. Still separate bedrooms.
Slow and Steady wins the race.