Thanks job & Matt for the pep talk.

I know I need to do this as its me doing something for me and it doesn't matter what comes next; as I have discovered over the past 6 months, things evolve and change daily, so I need to learn to let go and go with the flow - easier said than done most of the time !!

I am pleased I did not give in to contacting him, I feels good to have stayed resolute as I know I would have regretted it.

I feel 6 months feeling like this is a long time, but i am told otherwise and that I have a long ways to go yet....... great!

Back to the packing -