Lou, I get how you feel, I truly do, like only someone who has felt the same way can! We all have had these moments....every one of us! You can and you will get past this. You must for your your sake and you S's sakes. I know it hurts and I won't lie and say it won't. But the hurt will lessen over time. The trick is to keep going through the pain. We are all dealing with the consequences of other peoples selfish actions. What makes it worse is it is the person who we trusted and loved most whose actions have caused this. That is a lot to deal with, I know all too well. Just keep going and feel the emotions but let them go. Each day you will become just a little bit stronger as long as you keep moving forward. You can go away on your own. You can deal with everyone in the UK and you may find once you are there that they can be helpful and supportive. It's the thinking what may happen that is worse than what you will find once you are there.
This too shall pass, Lou. You can and will make it in the end!
