Yes, I don’t want him wondering around the house without me in there. But, I think I would like to see him. Do I? I have to go to work on Monday. Do I ask to work from home on that day? All these questions are popping into my mind like crazy. I am still having a hard time deciding what I want to do when it comes the time when H is passing by from/to the vacation home. I think I’m doing well when he is away and not bothering me. Then I slide back…

I think he is trying to avoid seeing me. This is why he booked his ticket to arrive on Monday and also made the arrangements to leave for the vacation home on Monday as well. He knows that I work during the day. If he would want to see me, he would pick a different schedule. Do I just go along with that and not force the situation?

I’m going to think a little more about what I want to do on Monday.

M:50
H:52
S28 (my S from previous marriage)
M:17 + 3
BD: 06/12
S: 06/12 - H works in another state