Went to pick up my son last night and actually had a brief, but nice, conversation with my wife. No meanness or talk of money...it was such a small thing, but made me feel good. I did leave before I blurted out anything stupid.
She sent me a message later on that although I was supposed to have my son all day that she would need to pick him up for his counseling session in the morning. I was going to reply later on, but i forgot. She called and texted me back ad midnight to remind me again. I didn't reply...no to be mean-spirited, but because I so badly wanted to start a conversation.
They are at the appointment right now and I'm filled with feelings of missing her so much. I know, if this works at all, that its going to be a long road. But I just wish I knew if a reconciliation is even possible. My feelings for her, something I used to consider a strength and something that brought me strength, is now my ultimate weakness.
