and , yes I do realize and hear that he has made it very clear that He is not trying to keep me from leaving or save the marriage or even come up with a good excuse as to why he did what he did AGAIN! Nothing... He is giving me nothing and that is where the my hurt is coming from. It is truly an awful feeling ...knowing someone for 23 years and they will let you walk out of their lives without a fight. I wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy.
