Newcomer Living in Hell 2

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Bug,
She didn't/couldn't believe I would change. She thought if she didn't get out now, she never would. My S complains that she drinks everday. I have the kids two, sometimes three days a week. I spent a little time w/the kids one on one before the bomb drop but acted like it was more obligation than joy.

I wasn't excited about having a second child and especially not a girl. I was afraid of having a girl because of the poor relationships I had w/my sister and mother. Scared that I wouldn't be a good dad to girl.