I don't know how else to word this, sufficed to say that it's kind of gross that you did that and now you're smug about it.
If you want to be with your W, she has to choose you. She has to want to be with you, willing and ready and able to work on your M.
She cannot choose that when you're "making her" think the situation is different than it is. It's dishonest.
In my opinion, it would have been a better moral move for you to say, "I've seen this; what's going on?", rather than delete it and be creepily delighted that you got rid of it and she'll never know.
You need to be a man worth being with, not someone that's tricked her into choosing you.
I am the man worth being with!!! She just refuses to see it because I'm competing with a fantasy!!
I know, it wasn't the best move, relatively harmless, but not how I need to play this out. It felt good for a while, but it's not worthy of me. I know that. I guess my frustration level is really high this week.
Back to detaching.
Ex Rzrback Me 43 Her 44 D11, D15 T21, M19 BD 9/9/2014 Piecing
Sometimes if you want to see a change for the better, you have to take things into your own hands - Clint Eastwood
