Trying Again

[topgunmb]

Thanks, Mozza! I guess I didn't see what I was doing as pursuing (obviously...lol) because it wasn't something big or grand in a sense. But you're right, even little tiny things can be seen as such. I was doing a pretty good job of not doing those things when I was at the studio 10 hours a day. I was busy with work so I didn't really have time to think about contacting her and always kept that contact to the point. Then, when we went on hiatus, I suddenly found myself with a lot of extra time. Even now when I'm working from home, my mind drifts that way and it's harder because I see her during the week now when she comes to see the kids. Before, I would only see her on Thursdays when she would pick up D5 from preschool and then Saturdays before I left for work and then when I would get back. Need to find my way back to that mindset and assess even the little things that can be perceived as pursuit.