So I've been trying to work out the kinks in my plan of moving. I've contacted schools in NC, picked out a couple I like that could possibly work, and forwarded the information to W wo she can't say I'm not informing her of anything. I've been working more focused recently taking on a new array of projects at work and feel like I'm creating some success again. I've also taken up a spin class at my gym every Saturday and Sunday and got a computer program to re learn French which I took in college but have forgotten most of since then. Feeling pretty active and good with my schedule these days.
W came by tonight to visit S. She seems to be a little calmer today. She talked a little bit about sitch but seems to have made no progress as to where she wants to come down on the whole thing. Tonight though was the first time I can remember her talking about MR. She said that she has thought a lot in recent days about us trying to make things work but always thinks she just sees us getting a year down the road in counseling or something and me not being able to forgive her and starting this whole painful experience over again for all of us.
M: 43 W: 43 Married 6 yrs. T: 7 yrs. Son 20, 18, 17, 15 yrs. (w/ Autism), 12, 10
