I too need to let go more too... Realizing its my own fear of losing her completely has actually helped ... because I realized the W I am letting go of is not one I really want right now anyways .. I was holding on to the one I remember, yanno .. the nice one. I see a glimpse now n then ... but till I see more of that one I must let the zombie go. Looking big picture, if the MLC said today .. ok sorry I am back in the M we both know as much as we would love to say "About time get in here" it would last a few hours and off they go again. There is a good deal of damage to repair, and this will not be done before they get off the MLC gravel road and decide to take the paved one home, or to where ever they would rather go.
