I do need something offbeat for GAL- unexpected, etc. I' e just been so busy trying to create order in my home. To control what I can control. And overtime and business travel have been a factor as well.

I think the lost feeling still stems from how fast my stuff went down, how long I went thinking it was all on me, & now hoping & praying for a miracle while XW develops a R with her affair partner.

Church tonight was great. Kids are practicing for Christmas program. I'm trying to seek God daily and discover his plan for me.

Puppy got spayed today. Poor thing. I pick her up tmrw.

G'nite, all.

Me: 43 XW: 43
T15 M14
D21, SS15, S11, D8
BD: 8/6
EA / possible PA discovered 9/29
D final 10/20