Since you read the books, have you come up with your 'to do' list of things to try and increase positive interactions and connections with your H? At this point, it seems like you need to re-establish trust with him.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
