What an awesome ending that one had.... Smack talkin' vets . Heehee!
I saw my doctor today. The same one H saw three weeks ago, before the vasectomy.... Interesting convo.
I filled doc in on a few of the strange little oddities that have occurred.... He is thoroughly confused. He said he has dealt with many in crisis before, but none have done and said the things my H has, and yet, he has not filed for D. Doc said that's a first in his experience..... Again, winner-winner-chicken-dinner.
He believes H has not felt the loss of me yet. (DOH!!! .....ouch. I know. Where have I heard that before?). And when he does? Well, who knows. He also believes I may likely move on before H can get his chit together.
Nothing I haven't heard TWENTY MILLION TIMES here..... But, still good to have doc validate it all. He is definitely intrigued.
I'm good. I'm sooooo good. I'm feeling more like I'll be ok, no matter what. I have said this before. I have felt this before.
It's this never-ending peeling of layers.....every time I feel like, "oh, I got it now." Then there is another layer, and I'm like, " oh....NOW I got it. I thought I did before, but now I really do." Then, another layer happens. "Ahh. See, when I thought I got it before, I kinda did, but not like THIS!"
Here's the thing. They are all "got it's". They are perfect for whatever level I'm ready to handle. And when I can handle more, another layer peels away.
It's that whole process thing. I believe it's called, "Life."
. Heehee!