I don't know why I took the bait. I certainly did, though didn't I? The first four text messages after the Amazon one were practically on top of each other in rapid fire. It catches me every single time. I need to break this pattern. The "Is everything okay?" would have been great.

Yes, I texted him (sponsor) the minute the spew started and he always says the same thing, LOL. "Pull the plug, shut it down. If she's negative, don't answer. You are not obligated to listen to garbage."

I gotta tell you, ANY form of apology from my wife is unheard of. I was telling my sponsor right after this went on that I would not expect any form of apology from her for any reason. Then she surprised me with that one. He wanted me to ignore, I said not a good idea with her when she is attempting to offer an olive branch. I was completely blown away.

She has been all over the map today. I could sense she wanted to blow her top this morning but restrained. Later in the day when she called me from the cel store, I got a little stern with her. She was about to make a few monetarily poor decisions. She reacted the opposite of how I expected. She said, "You're right. I'll wait for you to decide and we'll do it together." This totally caught me off guard.

I'm in no mental state to attempt to read this situation, and even if I was I would still see it through my lens. That's why I have you guys. And thank God I do. And Hope, you've been pretty dang accurate about a ton of stuff which blows me away considering you only have one very blurry side of the picture.

She left here on a neutral to positive note, tonight. So I'm going to leave it at that.

Me 47 - W 35
M 9 - T 10
2 Daughters - 7 & 9
Discovery of EA- 8/4/14
S - 8/5/15
D mentioned - 9/11/14
R & Piecing - 3/17/15
Regard one another as more important than yourselves.
- Philippians 2:3